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 It has been a while since I posted anything.  I have been going through many trials and tests, and it all hasn't subsided. But, I know it is part of the walk. It is learning to grow in Christ. During those periods, we only look to Him, and when we learn to do so, while practicing in keeping our eyes fixed on Him, our trust. He brings us out in His time. Then we look back at the 'journey' we just came out of, and we realize from it all. We have become stronger.  I used to post long passages but you know, I am not going to do that anymore. Its only going to be what that I believed was 'downloaded' into me, my experience, and keeping it short and simple.   Recently with all the shenanigans going on in the political realm of this fallen world. It is easy to feel and get disillusioned and ask Lord, where are you in all this. But He told us the answer long ago, way ahead of time in His Word, its all there. Just that many of us ...and I am admitting it here. Not disci...

 I just want to jump on here to journalize the download that I believe was coming to me over the weekend concerning the changing of leadership within the British Royal Family.  When I heard the news. I was waiting on my landlord and his helper to bring up from the building basement a new range cooker. The last one on me, an old dinosaur of probably the early 90s, was seeing its last throes of life. Giving off that sort of smell of burnt electrics, and having to use one burner to cook my supper was a test in itself. What usually would've taken me less than 1.5 hours, lasted into three hours to cook a meat, rice and veg supper. I managed. But with much frustration. Finally, my landlord texted me he was coming up to my apartment to view the old clonker. He took one look at it, measured the dimensions and told me he had an old one in the basement and it was working. It just needed a good clean. Old cheapskate. He wasn't going to give me a new one. I am not a new tenant bringing hi...

 Daniel 5: 26 26 And this is the interpretation of the message: MENE f  means that God has numbered the days of your reign and brought it to an end. TEKEL g  means that you have been weighed on the scales and found deficient. PERES h  means that your kingdom has been divided and given over to the Medes and Persians.” There will war, and rumors of wars Many of the elitists feel they are godmen and godwomen. When a man or woman begins to believe they are above the Creator Himself and portray that they are the ones in charge of the world's destiny. Their hourglass of judgment begins.  Its easy to give in to the fearfulness and panic that is the triggering source for many people's behaviour. it is not the end, but the beginning of it. Our days are numbered by the Lord. He knows.  Whatever we do for Him is noted and weighed in the heavenly courts.  This is a time when the sheepfold is being separated. We have choices in this hour even while we breathe our n...

 Well, it's been almost two years since I had last posted anything on this site. It was not down to the pandemic that deterred me from putting up anything. I have had received several downloads over that period of time. I just put it on ice and waited a while. But that 'while' turned into months and then two years. One mindset that I had wrestled with is whether or not anyone reads this little blog post/diary of thoughts and spiritual sharing of what I believed that the Lord has been given to me to share.  I questioned it. 'Why share, if there is hardly anyone that comes on here to read it at all?' You know as someone told me at my workplace. ''It's not quantity, it's quality.'' I believe the Spirit of the Lord is all about us doing what He wants or is leading us to do. No matter how seemingly insignificant it may seem. Just do it, and then leave it to Him to take care of the rest. He has everything all under control. And if my posts just tou...

I have been watching steadily the US news for the last couple of months concerning the Wall they want to propose to keep citizens safe from invading illegals and drug trafficking as well as human trafficking etc. etc.  At first, believed the narrative. It made sense. Heck, I am not a US citizen, but it makes sense for a country to want to have a wall  around its borders. Its been around since ancient times.  Ancient China, with the great wall of China.  Then there were Hadrian's Wall in Britain. As far back as biblical times its not a new thing. As long as there are countries, tribes, cultures etc on this planet..there will be a wall. Until the King of Kings returns and that is sooner than we perceive. His wife, the City..New Jerusalem. It will have walls with gates of pearl.  Anyway, back to this present times. The proposed US Border wall.  I do perceive that the wall is to do more than just keep the 'undesirables' out. But it is too, to keep people i...

Free spirits, that we are. Like eagles. We generally fly solo and high. I just love meeting up with other believers this way. we bounce into each other, always, perfect timing, fellowship, exchange, big up..then we depart on our way...not up in each others face all the time...crows and vultures; they cant fly to the heights where He takes us..so their only tactic is to intimidate, and isolate...to get us to give in and fly low to their level ...but our new nature in Him, cannot and will not remain with the crows and vultures that feed on carrion. We, or He wont allow us to 'fit' in.

Matthew 11:28-29 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. Isaiah 40:28-31 Hast thou not known? hast thou not heard, that the everlasting God, the Lord, the Creator of the ends of the earth, fainteth not, neither is weary? there is no searching of his understanding. He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength. Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall: But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint

Spiritual Download this afternoon. If the Lord were to put a financial charge upon every person whether it be man or woman who claims to be ...''working for Him'' and in the ministry. Full or part time. Whether it be preaching, teaching, visiting. Consulting. Giving spiritual advice. Or just being a truther and protecting the sheep of the Lord. Yet, they ask for money, they put a charge on what they 'are doing for Him'.  Should the Lord do as they do and demand a charge for all the above as well as taped messages, music, books, etc.  Many would quickly go out of business and end in bankruptcy very quickly.  They'll be living the life of the lowest beggars and paupers and in disgrace.  Freely we receive and get downloaded.  Then we should have a free hand to give away.  Asking for money ..demanding to be paid for your time in the name of the Lord makes one a wolf in sheep's clothing.  A Judas and a thief by nature while pilfering from the bag t...

It's been a few weeks now since I stepped away from working in the call center job. I got sick of it. As well as for the long hours of sitting in front of a screen taking calls and having to interact with akk types of humanity across the US eastern and mid west population. I have to say. I got seriously bored with it all very quickly. Calling people via the computer that picked numbers that were 'given' to them by the client. Then we had to follow a survey outline to collect people's opinions and thoughts. I had to put on a good voice and try to convince the listener that I was sincerely interested in hearing their opinions on the service or product. I figured, if the client really wanted to hear their customer's opinions...don't create such long winded repetitive surveys.  The last company I was at. Most of the floor supervisors were cool. And seemed caring. I couldn't say the same for the higher upper echelons ...it seems the higher in a company one goes....

I was on the Tube today listening to a brother doing an exposure of a particular and very well known mega preacher from the USA. An African american mega pastor.  He has been round the circuit for years and been well known for the prosperity doctrine. I guess this doctrine appeals to the carnal and materialistic immature in the spirit. Clearly a divide among those that claim to know Christ and are His followers.  Its been many years since I had even sat back and entertained listening to even a snippet of this person had to say in their 'speeches'. I have little or no time for them.  However, in this video that the brother had uploaded with a clip from one of the mega preacher's messages...the preacher walks across the front of his congregation and starts talking...I had to do a double take. Just to be sure of what I was seeing in and through my spirit man via, I believe the Spirit of God. And I know the Lord was showing me.  I saw that the Light that once wa...

The 'Useful Idiot' knows his cue. He has his script and plays it out. What he doesn't know is ...and he trusts that when he has accomplished his mission to build his wall. He will be richly rewarded. Indeed. He will. But not the reward that he expects.  For to them, he is a 'useful idiot'. Expendable.  Just like the characteristics of their master who uses and throws away. They do the same when they get what they want. Without soiling their hands.  Using the gullibility of the masses ..the support comes in, even from fake donors. Who were from 'them'. The wall will be built.  At the closure of the assignment.  And all seems well.  Upheaval strikes. Chaos. Turmoil.  A shuffling around and a coo.  Out goes the Useful Idiot. In disgrace and shame.  Much to the pleasure of his puppet masters.   Reinstate the Dictator to finish what he originally began. Whose end will be like a broken into pieces doll cast to the ground unable...

For a while, my appetite for end time truth led me to visit social media and one video, article of information led to another and another.  Over a short period of time, my favorites was predominately end time truth movement christian-ese whistle blowers, etc, etc. I got a lot of information. The thing is with the Tube, when you start to browse one particular type of theme. Matching recommendations flood the home page. Next thing I knew it, this one did this, that one did that. This conspiracy and that. etc.  ARRGH HHHHHHH!!!  I was well educated and informed. To the extent that. Okay, the Illuminati, the elite. However which way you want to call them. I really don't care too much anymore unless they have a change of hearts and want to be saved...Pray for those stuck in the system and yearn to get out, that the Lord would mercy and send His angels to lead them out to His servants with the gospel of redemption.  They're there. Just like the poor. ...

I just sat through listening to John 12 about the raising of Lazurus from the grave.  Its a deeply touching chapter. Human nature, or willingly ignorant..here Jesus before a crowd, raises a man from the dead. Calls him out from the tomb. The resurrected man comes out wrapped in grave clothes ..obviously WAS dead. Now alive right before their eyes. The crowd in awe ..many believe..yet, there were those who 'ran and tell' the pharisees ...the end result. They wanted to destroy both the Giver of Life, Jesus and the miracle that just occurred.   I guess the same could be said for the parting of the Red Sea with Moses and the children of Israel. It has to be a willful deliberate rebellious mind to be able to witness all of the above and still dig one's heel in to go the opposite way.  If one would stop and just try to picture the scene. The raising of Lazurus (I guess that is what they call biblical meditation)..it all really does comes alive .  Like a...

For a long time, I observed the FOTUS with interest and fascination. I think she is beautiful and well turned out. She seems like a person of many mysteries. Thats a dark horse. I can't put my finger on her, evil or not. But they say the eyes are the windows to the soul. To be honest. When I see an image of her up close. The eyes doesn't give off any softness, or gentleness. Just cold. Even a rage. Anger. But alot of rage and again, very icy. Recently, her whole silhouette reminded me of an ancient drawing that I had seen on the internet long ago, but did not know where to begin to trace it. Until last night when I was sitting here in front of my laptop and a certain website came to mind to look up and lo and behold. There was the image. God is good. I love it when He wants to show me something and leads the way. Last night at the same time, was listening to a broadcast on the web where this woman said that she believed that the FOTUS was DT's handler. I believe her. As ...

I try to ignore when my birthday comes round, and its not that far off. But ever since my early forties, a streak here and a streak there of the salt and pepper began to annoyingly spring forth.  There was a time I could easily hide it blending it in between my dark hair.  But that was then. Now, its like a flipping chicken without a head, springing up in new growth at the end of every month or so.  Looks more whiter than before. I played with the notion of letting it grow out just out of curiosity, and for a few weeks in, I tentatively allowed my'natural' to come out and even tried liking what I was seeing. I must admit, there is a glowy type of silhouette on some women, not all who have grey hair ..but those are the ones who maintain and take care of the condition of their grey locks. Most people just let it all hang out. Men are lucky with this, they can go total gray and no one bats an eye or they are just not that bothered. It is what it is. I did some res...

I had written this down before but deleted it a few weeks later as I felt a 'nudging' in my spirit that I wasn't ready to disclose it.  There are many watchmen with sound prophetic ministries who have prophesied along the same line that they saw in the Spirit. The North American continent split into two. Which was prophesied to be part of the judgement of Almighty God. I am not going to criticize as maybe they could be spot on and hearing from the Holy Spirit. The bible talks about not despising prophesy.  1 Thessalonians 5:20-21 20  Do not despise prophecies.  21  Test all things;  hold fast what is good. But then again, they could be just 'parroting' each other. I think sometimes many of these tele and online prophets that are called so..its a spiritual ego thing for them...because if it were a sincere submission towards GOD. The first time they get it wrong. ..there would be godly sorrow and sincere repentance towards GOD and asking forgiveness ...

I think the older I get, I find myself leaning towards an attitude of spiritual pessimism. I don't think its a bad thing. Maybe its not me but it is the fact that because I live a more isolated type of life. I don't really have a life in comparison to some else like me who are just living for the day. As a believer, I live for eternity. An eternal inheritance and an eternal Home. With the Father and the Son. Truly what the old time believers used to say. That we are pilgrims in this world, just passing through. This is true. We are in this world. But not of it. We maybe either citizens of the EU, or a citizen of the USA, UK, Australia, Africa and so on. But, our Hope is beyond this natural realm. But the New Jerusalem and the Returning King of Kings and Lord of Lords. Jesus the Messiah. Every day then, is just one day closer to seeing Him, and soon. I have been following off and on various hosts of watchmen on the wall you tubers and their channels. The ones that I find quit...

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1 Chronicles 12:32 And of the children of Issachar,  which were men  that had understanding of the times, to know what Israel ought to do; the heads of them  were  two hundred; and all their brethren  were  at their commandment. Its been almost a month since I started this job working as a market research telephone interviewer. In the past I used to get overly too committed when I just started a job. So much so, that I guess, I allow myself to get caught up and distracted away from what is really important as a believer in the Lord Jesus Christ. Or as the new Testament originally called us believers. Followers of The Way. I like that description better than calling myself a Christian anymore.  Nowadays, telling others that I am a Christian. It doesn't have that much worth or meaning anymore. Not like years ago where it drew some measure of respect. Nowadays, anyone can say they're a Christian and do whatsoever they wanted. Such a shame really....

I am not sure what to put as a title for this post. So, for now I am going to leave it blank. Much things and perceptions have crossed my mind in the last few weeks and I am still going through the process of separating what is from GOD and what is just my imagination. One thing I have endeavoured to do and I am working on it. Being a regular attendee and visitor to the You Tube and Drudge report and other similar sites; I have had to be alert to what I have been putting into my 'eye gate' and eventually feeding my spirit and soul. There is such a glut of information out there. Much of it, seems to targeted at breeding a type of mindset and eventually fear. That type of fear that kills Hope for our eternal future. Maybe its just me. But that is how I see it. Every time I log on to the tube. I find myself meticulously pouring through the home site of my page and clicking ''not interested'' ...to alot of the conspiracy sites (recommended) that are related to w...