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For a long time, I observed the FOTUS with interest and fascination. I think she is beautiful and well turned out. She seems like a person of many mysteries. Thats a dark horse. I can't put my finger on her, evil or not. But they say the eyes are the windows to the soul. To be honest. When I see an image of her up close. The eyes doesn't give off any softness, or gentleness. Just cold. Even a rage. Anger. But alot of rage and again, very icy. Recently, her whole silhouette reminded me of an ancient drawing that I had seen on the internet long ago, but did not know where to begin to trace it. Until last night when I was sitting here in front of my laptop and a certain website came to mind to look up and lo and behold. There was the image. God is good. I love it when He wants to show me something and leads the way. Last night at the same time, was listening to a broadcast on the web where this woman said that she believed that the FOTUS was DT's handler. I believe her. As ...

I try to ignore when my birthday comes round, and its not that far off. But ever since my early forties, a streak here and a streak there of the salt and pepper began to annoyingly spring forth.  There was a time I could easily hide it blending it in between my dark hair.  But that was then. Now, its like a flipping chicken without a head, springing up in new growth at the end of every month or so.  Looks more whiter than before. I played with the notion of letting it grow out just out of curiosity, and for a few weeks in, I tentatively allowed my'natural' to come out and even tried liking what I was seeing. I must admit, there is a glowy type of silhouette on some women, not all who have grey hair ..but those are the ones who maintain and take care of the condition of their grey locks. Most people just let it all hang out. Men are lucky with this, they can go total gray and no one bats an eye or they are just not that bothered. It is what it is. I did some res...

I had written this down before but deleted it a few weeks later as I felt a 'nudging' in my spirit that I wasn't ready to disclose it.  There are many watchmen with sound prophetic ministries who have prophesied along the same line that they saw in the Spirit. The North American continent split into two. Which was prophesied to be part of the judgement of Almighty God. I am not going to criticize as maybe they could be spot on and hearing from the Holy Spirit. The bible talks about not despising prophesy.  1 Thessalonians 5:20-21 20  Do not despise prophecies.  21  Test all things;  hold fast what is good. But then again, they could be just 'parroting' each other. I think sometimes many of these tele and online prophets that are called so..its a spiritual ego thing for them...because if it were a sincere submission towards GOD. The first time they get it wrong. ..there would be godly sorrow and sincere repentance towards GOD and asking forgiveness ...

I think the older I get, I find myself leaning towards an attitude of spiritual pessimism. I don't think its a bad thing. Maybe its not me but it is the fact that because I live a more isolated type of life. I don't really have a life in comparison to some else like me who are just living for the day. As a believer, I live for eternity. An eternal inheritance and an eternal Home. With the Father and the Son. Truly what the old time believers used to say. That we are pilgrims in this world, just passing through. This is true. We are in this world. But not of it. We maybe either citizens of the EU, or a citizen of the USA, UK, Australia, Africa and so on. But, our Hope is beyond this natural realm. But the New Jerusalem and the Returning King of Kings and Lord of Lords. Jesus the Messiah. Every day then, is just one day closer to seeing Him, and soon. I have been following off and on various hosts of watchmen on the wall you tubers and their channels. The ones that I find quit...